My baby sister is 8 years old and making communion today. Where did the time go?
I wanna cry.
Slow it down. Life is going way too fast.
I’m finally going to be in college in the fall if I keep my shit together and my friends are starting their sophmore year??? What??? I feel like I am going to be married and graduated and a full blown adult before I know it and its stressing me out.
My dad is having heart trouble. If he dies, god forbid, thats it, I am no longer in any way a child.
Leaving HS I was pushed into the adult world at a younger age, but that also allowed me to hold on to certain crutches. So being stuck in this place, this confused state of whats up and whats down and wheres left and wheres right and feeling fat and horrible about myself and just still managing to be happy, its hard, but I am. This is the time of my life. People say its great to be a kid, well my childhood sucked. People say these are the years, so im sewing my wild oats, with my soul mate. and than we will graduate and get good jobs and get married and pay bills and have babies. and then they will grow up and be teenagers and than my age, college age.
TIME MOVES TOO FAST. I love you, Peyton Elizabeth <3 If you ever look back on my tumblr in 10 years I want you to know I loved, and love you more than anyone ever will, you and John and Robert and Matty and David and Danny are my world, you are why I never stop fighting, and try to set a good example.